First Chakra Say . . .

I went dancing tonight. Feeling rhythm, shaking my ass, feeling my feet on the ground – that’s first chakra stuff (that leads to second chakra, etc.) Sometimes dancing is what you need to survive – to wanna keep on going . . .

Chakra 1: Muladhara ~ Root • Survival • Tribal Power • The Right to Have, To Be • Earth

IMG_0959The 1st chakra is our energetic body foundation. Without a strong sense of grounding, we have a difficult time in the physical world. This is where our most basic needs get met, and development of this chakra begins at birth (some say before birth, when we choose to manifest on the earth plane), with the most rapid development happening in the first few years of our lives. If we felt safe and nurtured growing up, we have a good chance of having a balanced first chakra. If we had dysfunctional families, we might need to do a little work (or allow ourselves a little play) to feel safe, grounded and balanced.

The first chakra is also about our connection to our “tribe”. The first tribe being our families, then perhaps school, friends, work, country.  The tribe helps us to build our foundation.  The tribe should eventually help us to create relationships with others and to build a strong sense of self.

First Chakra Quotes:

“You are the average of the five people you spend the most time with.” Jim Rohn

“Welcome to the world—I’ve been waiting for you!” — John Bradshaw

“Happy Birthday!”

“I CELEBRATE myself,
And what I assume you shall assume, for every atom belonging to me
as good belongs to you.” — Walt Whitman

“When I was five years old my mother told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” – John Lennon

“Life is a beautiful magnificent thing, even to a jellyfish.” ~Charles Chaplin

“STAY IN SHAPE! SOMETIMES A MUSICIAN WAITS FOR A GIG, & WHEN IT COMES, HE’S OUT OF SHAPE & CAN’T MAKE IT.” – Thelonious Monk

“You begin saving the world by saving one man at a time; all else is grandiose romanticism or politics.”  ― Charles BukowskiWomen

“Hard times require furious dancing. Each of us is proof.” ~ Alice Walker

I’m gonna try with a little help from my friends

Asking for help can open our hearts.

Yes, it is true, it is very hard to make money from music (or writing for that matter) anymore, when it is so easy to copy. As a musician and a writer and a teacher, I have struggled with the issues of having my work “taken” without a credit, which is insulting (and paradoxically, a compliment) when it is compounded with the very little money I do happen to make. Most people who are creative have experienced this in some way or another.

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Amanda Palmer and a still from her Kickstarter Campaign video

And, too, do we not derive so much of our inspiration from others? How do we honor those who inspire us?

Don’t we make art to share it and get it out there anyway?

And what about connection? I think this is what struck me about Amanda’s talk, is that it all comes down to connection. That is what creative work is all about – ultimately connecting with others – immediately, and, across time and space.

It takes courage to know that our creative work and the connection is worth something – and that the exchange has meaning and value for all participants. The giving and receiving is the gift.

Amanda talks about shame, too. And as I absorb this talk, and her work that I have been following over the last few years, I am starting to think – “What kinds of people do I want in my life? People who shame me, or people who love me?” I’ve never quite “fit in” with the paradigm of selfishness and non-sharing and non-compassion and shut-up-and-just-be-pretty-and-you’ll-be-just-fine. As a result, I’ve experienced some profound connections and sometimes deep rejection and loneliness, too. It’s virtually impossible to trust someone who shames you.

Gratitude for Amanda Palmer. She’s been inspiring me a lot over the last year or so — her courage spills over and has pushed some darkness out of my heart.

And in the end, yes, the connection comes down to trust. Trusting, trusting, trusting. My life is completely in the air right now, and yet, today, I feel alright. Yesterday, I was talking with a friend (and it all began because I asked for help), and another friend dropped by and said, “Hey Hol, what are you doing?” and I said, “I’m talking with Stephanie.” And my friend starts to laugh, “I see that! What are you doing with your life?” and I said, “The most important thing I’m doing right now is talking with you and Stephanie. Living in the moment.” And I paused, and thought, “Yeah, this is where I want to be right now.”

And thanks, everyone, for reading. I would love to hear your thoughts.

Much love,

Holly

PS: Check out Amanda’s blog

Peter Max Paints Swami Vishnudevananda’s Peace Plane and All You Need is Love

Born on a Thursday Number Fourteen

All aboard the Peace . . . Plane! 

When I was watching the videos in this post, I was thinking how it’s amazing that Sivananda ashrams have barely changed since 1970, except for that you see evidence of technology – everyone has a cell phone and their own computers. (And some now have straw bale buildings)!

Peter Max talks about his experience painting Swami Vishnu-devananda’s Peace Plane. He also talks about yoga versus drug use – and – about technology.



Swami Vishnu-devanandaWhile I was training to become a yoga instructor at the Sivananda Yoga Ashram, Swami Swaroopananda told us the story of Swami Vishnu-devananda’s plane, and how it was painted by Peter Max and how Swamiji flew the plane over the Berlin Wall – dropping flowers and peace pamphlets from the sky. Of course, Swamiji was arrested in East Berlin, but after a few hours of questioning, authorities released him to West Berlin.

I loved that story! Can you imagine a psychedelic plane flying over your city dropping flowers and peace leaflets? I would be terrified if it wasn’t kind of funny and sweet and beautiful.

Before Berlin, he had other adventures in his Peace Plane. According to wikipedia:

On August 30, 1971, Vishnudevananda flew from Boston to Northern Ireland in his Peace Plane, a twin-engine Piper Apache plane painted by artist Peter Max. His Vedantic message, “Man is free as a bird”, challenged all man-made borders and mentally constructed boundaries. Upon landing, he was joined by actor Peter Sellers and they walked through the streets of Belfast chanting a song called “Love Thy Neighbor as Thyself.” Later that same year, on October 6, he took off with his co-pilot over the war-ridden Suez Canal and was buzzed by Israeli jets. The same thing happened with the Egyptian Air Force on the other side of the Canal. He continued eastward, “bombing” Pakistan and India with flowers and peace leaflets.

I think if Swamiji’s plane wasn’t blessed with Peter Max’s trippy artwork ala the Beatles Yellow Submarine, he probably would have been shot down! Art saves! Of course, there were some strong intentions behind the art and the mission as well.

We need more peace and love today!

I missed meeting Swami Vishnu-devananda by only a few years. I began practicing yoga before he died, but it wasn’t until a few years after he died that I trained to teach. Swamiji was very well-loved at the ashram.

If you want to trip out, check out this clip. It is an hour of the music festival happening and Peace Plane blessings at the Sivananda Ashram in Canada in 1970. 



Yellow Submarine Trailer (This movie scared the heck out of me when I was a little kid! I think I need to re-watch it).



Om shanti! Thanks for reading.

Holly

An Astronaut and His Guitar

Commander Chris Hadfield recorded his own version of David Bowie’s Space Oddity while in orbit on board the International Space Station.

This makes me so happy! My heart feels so light. Amazing!

Of course, I love David Bowie’s original as well.

Meanwhile, back on Earth, carbon dioxide levels have reached an average daily level above 400 parts per million, according to the New York Times.

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Om shanti, shanti, shanti.
 

 

 

hoodoo you love? what’s your magic together?

How do the people in your life influence you? What is your role in your relationships? How do you influence the people in your life?

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holy hand chakra – Shiva

Below is an excerpt from a post on Writing the Energetic Body called now that you’re all grown up, who is in your tribe?

Think about the five people (human or animal or vegetable) with whom you spend the most time with right now. Who are they? Do you deliberately spend time with them? Are they your loved ones? What about the people you work with? Do you have children? Basically, what is your relationship with these people? Are your relationships satisfying, inspiring, and vibrant? What is your choice in having these relationships – do you feel you have one?

Check out the rest of the post here.

I get by with a little help (and laughter) from my friends

om - and once again, i cycle into the unknown

om – and once again, i cycle into the unknown

I apologize for missing Born on a Thursday this week. Moving out of my apartment eclipsed the post (while an actual eclipse was happening)! The last three days have been filled with dramatic changes of plans and sweeping decisions that all boil down to home, family connection, rootedness, shifting relationships, and just plain old residence. (If this isn’t First Chakra stuff, I don’t know what is!)

Right now, almost everything I own is in a storage unit. My entire life’s belongings, sans I-don’t-know-how-many-books-that-were-absorbed-into-my-family’s-library-from-when-I-originally-moved-to-Arizona-in-2007 and my Cruiser Bicycle, fit into an 8′x4′ storage unit.

After three days of marathon moving and cleaning, I thought I could go back to work. No going! Last night, I actually fell asleep on a chair outside after dinner. I was really tired. This morning I woke up with an aching throat and body, and I said to myself, “Yeah, waitressing isn’t happening today.” I texted my supervisor to break the news, fell back to sleep, and dreamed I was waitressing. Tomorrow is my last day at the restaurant where I work. I figure if I just relax today, I should be fine.

I saw three friends whom I haven’t seen face-to-face in fifteen years today! They are such sweet people. They flew in from Los Angeles and are going to Sedona for some healing work. These last two very intense (and dark for me) years have taught me that my friends are so important. And of course, because I was going through a dark time, I isolated, so I barely saw anyone. Now that I am beginning to feel better, I am making an effort to see people – and oh yeah(!) – it feels great to see my friends!

This brings me to a post I wanted to share from the blog Superhero Journal. The post is called A Love List: What your mama really wants for Mother’s Day.  Here’s an excerpt from the post:

I went to a birthday party for a dear friend recently. Since Laurie had been going through some major transitions this year, we wanted to gift her something really special and from the heart. Sherry suggested we all make her a “Love list.”

A Love list is pretty simple.

1. Write down 10 things you love about this person.
2. Tell them what you admire about them, what you appreciate, why they inspire you.
3. Read it to them in person, over the phone, or put a stamp on it and send it off with love.

I thought I’d try this for all of my friends – my cross-section of friends is very broad so the list becomes a bit more general rather than personalized for anyone specific, though, still, I’ll give it a shot.

A Love List for My Friends 

cool light fixture I noticed while hanging out with friends

cool light fixture I noticed while hanging out with friends

1. I love that I can always count on my friends to make me laugh. My friends are funny in their own ways, some are sarcastic, some are irreverent, some just notice odd things that are funny.
2. I love that my friends don’t rub it in when I make a mistake, and will even give me a shoulder to cry on (or a couch to sleep on) if I need it.
3. I love that my friends are generous, understanding, and compassionate people.
4. I love that my friends are interested in being healthy physically, emotionally, and spiritually. They do all sorts of things – yoga, cycling, hiking, cross fit, dance, walking, making music, white water rafting . . .
5. I love that my friends are adventurous – they all have such great stories – from the night  one spent with Iggy Pop, to living on an ashram in India, to motorcycling across New Zealand!
6. I love that my friends are so varied, and that there is so much to learn from all of them.
7. I love that my friends “get it” when I fall in love.
8. I love that my friends inspire me – they push on against all odds and do really amazing things with their lives and still have time for friendship.
9. I love that my friends still love me even when I disappear into isolation from time to time.
10. I love the bright shining lights that my friends are to me. “We are stardust, we are golden . . . “ Yes!

So, yeah! Even now, as everything in my life feels/is uprooted, I’m feeling a lot of gratitude for all the people in my life. It certainly has made all the transition I’m navigating through so much easier.

On to new adventures!

Check out the Love List post from Superhero Journal here.

Upcycled Gems – Ethereal meets Earthy

Matagi Sorensen recently finished a wedding ring commission which I photographed. It was so difficult to choose which photos were my favorite for his website.

Normally I am not into diamonds, but as I was looking at the photos I found myself completely mesmerized by this gem. This diamond has an ethereal quality that is almost hypnotic. It doesn’t seem like it could be solid!

The stone was originally from the bride’s grandmother’s engagement ring. A closer look under the microscope revealed a color and clarity from diamonds mined from the 1890s to the 1920s that were regularly used in jewelry from Germany.

The ring has two sapphires and a diamond and was originally in a classic setting. Matagi’s magic turned it into something completely modern and completely original.

Check it out – Something Old, Something New . . . 

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Pretty soon I’ll be leaving Phoenix, so I won’t be taking photo’s of Matagi’s work anymore. What a piece to end on.