in-between days

Mom’s birthday falling on a Lunar Eclipse this year was fitting. The in-between time of the Lunar Eclipse and next week’s Solar Eclipse already feels like something has changed for me on a deep level. “I shared a little while back that I was still coming out of the underworld. It feels like now I am closer to the mouth of the cave.”

image: studio in the morning © holly troy 2025

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Born on a Thursday # 16: What do I want?

Too many times recently (in recent days and months) I have been baffled by the question, “What do you want?” Well shit, I think. I used to know. I feel so weird, saying what I want. I feel even weirder not being able to answer the question. I used to know the answer, it’s simple – […]

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Wild and Free Full Moon Message

Because Gemini is the Sign of Communication, a great Divinity to work with right now Is Saraswati (also known as Sarasvati), the Hindu Goddess of Creativity, the Arts, Communication, Wisdom and Self-Expression. Working with Her and asking Her for Wisdom not only brings your Spiritual Pearls of Wisdom, but it also makes Her Sister, Laxmi, quite jealous. I can almost hear Laxmi saying, “This bitch is not paying attention to me! Let me give her some CASH; that’ll turn her head.” Indeed, it will; even THE Deepak Chopra has stated publicly that if you want Laxmi to shower you with Financial Blessings, spend time with Her Sister, Saraswati, as that shall make Her jealous.

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