I am reblogging this post because it is in alignment with what is happening in my life right now. (It’s actually a step or two ahead of where I am at—so very grateful to read this today). Once again, I am finding myself in the role of the Phoenix, I’m at the very beginnings of the rise from the ashes—just a little more letting go . . . letting go . . . and I am on my way toward new places and experiences.
As many of you know I made a few changes to my life these last few weeks. I moved to a new location and I started a new training course. The last few weeks have been an interesting journey with moments of excitement, adventure, anxiety, depression, confusion, frustration and joy.
What has been coming up for me has been my own inability to fully let go and trust where I am. The ego/mind part of me seems to have a funny way of judging where I am and comparing my current situation to my previous life, when I had more financial stability and superficial success. It also creates fantasies about the future about what might and might not happen. It seems to thrive on my anxiety about uncertainty. Even though I am living in a beautiful place in the country, near the sea and I am…
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