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Another painting done! Yes!

I’m feeling my energy come back stronger and stronger with each passing day. For a long while I felt like I was in various states of floating – leading up to my mother’s death, and now, living with the orientation that she has passed. A friend texted me today, “I met a [person] whose father just died . . .  [their] aura was very receptive but in a kind of shock – a numb shock after years of dealing with something.” And that’s it! That’s the way I (still) feel. Even after months.

I wrote in my journal this morning: 
I’m still blinking at the light. Mama died five months ago — and I gave her all I could as she moved toward death for — almost three years. All of my 50s. I was 50 when I arrived. Now I’m 54. 
The light has turned green. It’s time to move forward.
So glad to be moving forward. Everything is changing. Outside of myself.

I’m feeling a flood of movement now. So many paintings and ideas piling up I don’t have enough time in the day to create everything. That means I am choosing. I am choosing to paint, I am choosing to write, I am choosing forbidden words project, I am choosing to work out, I am choosing tarot, astrology, chanting. I’m choosing to flow with it. 

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Have a beautiful day!

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March 27, 2025
Hudson Valley, NY